Emo Post

LIfe has seriously taken the turn for the better. I don't know where to even begin aside from saying that it's an awesome feeling when you can't fall asleep because your reality is just that awesome. And all of a sudden, I don't feel like writing anymore. ;D iSuck.


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Anxious.

I don't think I've ever been this anxious since the day that I made __________ and _____ into ____ _ _____ to see ___ _____ _______. [Insert Kingsley headbop here.]

There are currently 12 days and counting until I go to Indiana to see my dad, stepmom and little brother. I haven't seen them since Christmas and their absence is seriously beginning to eat away at me. I miss them so freaking much, that I know for a fact that I'm going to cry when I get there. Hell, when I talk about me crying when I get there, I almost start to cry; if that made any sense at all...

I'm just looking forward to it.

But not only am I driving out there for Memorial Day weekend, I'm also going to be out there from the beginning of July, all the way until August 24. I'm so freakin' souped, I don't think you understand. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. -end-.

No, that's not the end. We're going on a "family vacation". Hello, Tennessee for an entire week. HOLLER! I forget all the deets 'n shit, but it's going to be killer; especially when my little brother is going to be three, it's gonna be a blast. B-L-A-S-T!!....

..... Yes, I just did that.

Urm...That's all.
I love J-UNIT.
Over 'n out.
[[[NOBLE]]]]

PS: This summer is going to rock for even more reasons that I listed above.
G&G. <3

Psychic.

IDK BUT IT'S 'EFFING WEIRD. Call it a coincidence, but call it an ongoing coincidence. You know when people say, "Oh, I was just talking about you the other day!" after they randomly see an old friend or something? It's kinda like, "How weird.." right? Ok, maybe not really weird, but try having it happen 6 times within a 3 day period. It's WEIRD.

1. I was talking to Nicole about an old friend of mine. He'll remain nameless (for the sake of this being the internet). And I was telling her how much I missed him, and how I hadn't seen him in forever. So I wrote on his Facebook wall saying something like, "I haven't seen you in 7 years! We've gotta get together."... The next day at work, I took a 15 minute break...and guess who I saw walking past me? HIM. We talked for a moment, then I went back to work. But at that point, I thought it was funny that I saw him, right after talking about him.

2. After work, I went to the gym. Earlier, I had been talking to my boss about this girl I used to work with at Rita's 2 summers ago. I'm not even sure how the conversation came up, but we were talking about her for a good chunk of time. WELL, as I was leaving the gym...she was walking in. I hadn't seen her since...MONTHS before. So for me to run into her only HOURS after talking about her? Wow...

3. Last night I was in a random, rest mode. My mind wandered to everything, including my bff from elementary/middle school. I wondered what she was doing, where she was going to school. I remembered that I couldn't find her on Facebook and wondered if she had changed her last name... TELL ME WHY, today while I was leaving class I SAW HER. I didn't even know we were going to the same school! And I walked right flippin' past her. Weird. As. Shit.

There were a couple other things though, but only minor. Other than the fact that I can't really remember them right now, I don't really feel like typing anymore. LOL. ~Epic Fail~. But yeah...this crap is beginning to freak me out. I mean, how can I think or talk about someone, and then see them RIGHT AFTER. THREE TIMES. It's crazy!

So as of now... I'm thinking of Joe Jonas, so he can pop up somewhere. Cause I want him to, cause it'd be amazing. Liv, Nicole and I are going down to Ocean City, MD tomorrow. So Joe, if you're reading this, WE'LL SEE YOU THERE!! :P Bahaha. <3 But yeah..

PS: I cut my finger on a can of SpaghettiO's and got 4 stitches. Worst pain of my life. It's so ugly. Look. But yeah...

PPS: Liv and I gave up Twitter. :P IDK when we'll be back. :]

PPPS: BYE! :D

BELIEBER

"0_0 Philly anyone? Lmfaooo @justinbieber Great day! On my way to Philly! 6pm at 111 Presidential. Bala Cynwyd, PA to see my buddy Romeo" [Liv] 11:22am - Twitter

"Let's go to Philly and see Bieber. K? K." [Me] 12:55pm - Text

"Lmafoooo really wanna go?" [Liv] 1:11pm - Text

I didn't get to finish my response before Liv called me.

"philly to see bieber?? what??!!!" [Liv] 1:11pm - Twitter

After a moment or so we decided to take a trip to Philly to go see Justin Bieber. Such a spontaneously awesome idea, right? Right. So, I found myself driving up to Brookhaven and meeting up with Liv. We then took her car to the Q102 radio station. Channel 6 news was there. We peed.

There were about 20 girls there when we got there around 3:45ish (I think..). Here are some fangirls... lol. So we ended up just standing there... waiting. For what? We didn't really know. I personally just wanted to see Usher, but it's whatever. After about a half hour of being waiting, Alex Deleon went on a Twitter spree. So I tried to get him to follow me.. That was probably the most exciting thing that had happened at that moment.

"Yeah, where's fetus." *gasp* "WAIT, that's a curse word here!"

Until we got on TV for a second. Then it kinda got super awesome. A white van pulled up with Justin's crew inside. Everyone was going ape shit over them and his mom. One girl legit screamed because she touched his mother... Like, really? YEAH really. I watched it happen. So Liv and I walked away... We heard some old guy leaving the radio station. He said, "Justin Bieber is a retard." I then yelled, "Didn't Joe Jonas tell you to use the R-Word?!" It was pretty much a win.

"People are souped to meet his mom... Wow" [Liv] 4:55pm - Twitter

Becoming impatient with the growing crowd and not seeing anyone important yet, I got really goofy. ""Who are you here to see?... Usher." Too bad I was really serious... I actually got a couple glares. It was awesome. Oh yeah, then Channel 10 came out of nowhere. That's when we started looking for Channel 3. [*joke*].

"Jens sitting on the curb rapping "forever" lmfaoo" [Liv] 4:59pm - Twitter

""this is why I love Twitter cause you can go back and see how retarded you were... I mean r-worded you were"" Liv 5:04pm - Twitter

By this point, we may or may not have peed our pants about 7 or 8 times. It was awesome. Eventually, I got so excited that I wanted to call my mom and let her know that I was going to be on TV. She thought I was weird.

Taking our boredness to the extreme, Liv moved the car to around back of the radio station, where it was simply parked behind a brick wall. She woud purposely set off her car alarm to scare the teenies on the other side. It was nothing short of epic. Hahaha. We peed again during this.

"Reporting live from Philly. @justinbieber has yet to be seen, but we're on the look out!! Stay tuned for details!!!" [Me] 5:28pm - Twitter

"I keep scaring fetus fans with my car alarm" [Liv] 5:34pm - Twitter

While we're standing there, waiting for none other than Justin Bieber, there was this tiny, munchkin girl that kept either: A. Walking in between us. B. Walking behind Liv, causing her to step on her. C. Walking behind me, causing me to step on her. Or D. All of the above, PLUS getting in my video shot. AND I BELIEB [full pun intended] that the answer is D. Video of the Munchkin walking past us and Justin's pizza delivery.

"So @heeyitslivv just almost killed a fetus waiting for a fetus." [Me] 5:48pm - Twitter

Video Update. 5:57pm - TwitVid

THEN, FINALLY AT 6:03PM JUSTIN BIEBER APPEARED IN THE WINDOW. Justin Bieber is here. And then fans started climbing the walls. Click here to see dumb dumbs. And then at 6:10pm, Liv and I were both seen on the news. :) THANKS BECCA & DANIELLE! & someone else that I can't remember... lol.


Then here's a video.. "IT'S NOT A JONAS!"

The balloon that Justin Bieber gave to me.
Fans started taking pictures of me, cause I'm Justin Bieber.
Clip talking about the spawns of devil.

And then he eventually came outside. [TIME UNKNOWN!] -cause I'm too lazy to find out.. BUT, we touched him and then bounced. Video of Justin Bieber getting molested.

END!

Friends are like books.

Friend: a person whom one knows and with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically exclusive of sexual or family relations. Book: a written or printed work consisting of pages glued or sewn together along one side and bound in covers. Frook: a person whom one knows and with whom one is sewn together and bound with different stories and chapters of all types of events.

Sometimes friends read a little faster than others, some fall behind a couple of pages. At times one will have issues understanding a certain part, but at others we'll help each other out and explain. There will be conflict, climaxes and various endings; but friendship is a never ending story.

There will be many times where a chapter is bookmarked; favorited and often reread. But there will also be others that will be wished to be forgotten, scribbled and torn out. Yet, those stories and chapters are what make friendships interesting and worth perusing and improving; just like a good book.

The great chapters are what makes the book worth reading, so don't ever put the book down.
Who would want to read a book where nothing happened, ever?

xoj

Jump Then Fall ; Chipmunk'd

This is what happens when it's late, and I get bored. O_o
Bahahahha. <3

Planet Fitness.

I don't think I've ever been this motivated to get into shape, ever! I signed up @ Planet Fitness with my mom this past Wednesday, and I've gone to workout EVERY day since. It's seriously addictive, and I love it. I don't complain, "Ugh, I have to go work out.." It's like "YES, LET'S GO WORK OUT!"

The place is really cool. It's chill, and it's a "No Critics" gym. Everyone there is a different shape, size and color and it's really easy to fit in. There's no need to be intimidated, because everything there is for the same thing; to get into shape and/or manage their weight. It's seriously awesome, and I've never been this active EVER.

I'm not a runner, at all. Like, I was always the one that was last coming around the track in gym. It seriously killed me! But now I find myself speed walking/running a mile during every workout. I mean... it'll take me a good 13 minutes, but I get past that 1 mile mark!! [I plan to make it further though<3] But yeah, I LOVE it. NOT TO MENTION, there are about 20 flat screen TVs hanging up, and one is always on the Disney Channel... And yesterday, Danielle and I worked out while watching JONAS. YEAH, I doubt it gets any better than that. ;)

Basically, I'm giving up my only day to sleep in because I want to get up early to go to the gym.. And if you know me, I LOVE my sleep. Like, I could sleep ALL day. But no, I'm planning to be up and out by 9am tomorrow morning. CRAZY, RIGHT?! I'm addicted. xD

Tomorrow's Agenda:
9am - Gym
10:45am - Leave. Home. Shower.
11:30am - Leave for work.
12pm - Work 'til 6.

...Then don't even get me started on Monday.<3
I'll get to work out with Liv&Nicole.
We'll probably show you that one CAN pee while running the treadmill.
Guaranteed.

EDIT 2/21 - 10:42am
Definitely slept... I was SO tired. And now I'm grumpy, cause I didn't get out of bed. -_-

Be Patient: Part 2

A good day is one that's smooth and silky, and is anything but bumpy. A good day is when you start off with an open agenda, and then end up filling it at the last minute. It's when you take a spontaneous trip up North to see a few individuals, or splurge and go see a movie out of randomness. It's making a complete day of boredom into one that's in need of pack of diapers and box of Kleenex.

A good day is a day with your friends.

It's an unexplainable feeling; the moment where every bump and nick in the road ends up smoothing out in an instant after something so simple and so subtle. It's the moment when everything comes together after being separated for so long; as if one were to take an extended vacation and just now came back home. It's an over-due heart to heart, where feelings are finally met, but yet unspoken.

I hope you catch my drift, cause I'm trying my best to explain how happy, relieved and just excited I am to be back together.

It takes a lot to break a friendship; a lot. A friendship can be very easily bruised, but over time that bruise heals and your skin will be better than new; your friendship will be stronger than ever before. There isn't a single relationship formed in this world that doesn't have any type of fault, mishap, mistake or problem. If you're human, you're going to mess up somewhere; that's life. But we all learn from our mistakes, and hopefully for the better. In this case, the bruise has healed and we're ready to go back out there and play the game.

Let me start off by saying that I had one of the most amazing nights tonight; and it didn't involve a concert, celebrities or anything of that nature. It was just a bunch of my best friends hanging together; laughing over a cheap meal and playing inside the trunk of a car.

"You can try to break us & make us fall apart.
But the fire's in our hearts.
Remise on memories cause we're gone."
I feel like this is the greater beginning.

Don't Change.

"Never change." is a quote that's very overused, but very true. Don't change for a person, no matter who they are or who they seem to be. It feels great to be accepted in life, but don't change and mingle your way into something that didn't happen naturally. If it's meant to be, it'll work out; don't force it. The grass might seem greener, but in reality it's only spray paint. And spray paint fades after a while (I know this, I sprayed a piece of toast on my wall). However, staying true to yourself is what's important. Stick to your morals and don't alter your beliefs; even if there's a sweet reward in the end. It won't ever be big enough to make up for the strength you gave up in the first place.

Be Patient.

It's takes a lot of time, mistakes, hard decisions and emotion to maintain a friendship. As humans in general, people will have their ups, downs, bumps and glides through life, no matter what it pertains to. The only question that stands, is who will still be standing with you afterwards?

It's human nature to make mistakes. Mistakes are just events in life that we learn from; ones that will make us a better person in the end (depending on which path we chose afterwards). Hell, Hannah Montana makes one in every single episode and she's doing fine.

New people will come, and old ones will go. Some will stay longer than others, some you'll see later in life. People change and promises are broken (pun intended) but the world will still turn, and the seasons will still changes (unless something crazy happens and we all blow up) but that's beside the point. Throughout life you'll meet people who you'll learn from and feed off of, ones that will make you laugh, cry and occasionally pee your pants. People come and go, but you'll still be there living your life once their gone.

The big question is... who's worth holding onto? How do you know who to fight for, and who to leave behind?

Keep the person that makes you happy (and makes you pee); ditch that one who causes the tidal waves (and occasional Tsunamis). If there's someone in your life who makes you unhappy, cut them out of it. If they don't have your best interest in mind, then you shouldn't have theirs. Don't make one a priority, if they only make you an option.

A true friend is someone you can talk to without having to think before you speak. They're someone who you can be completely open with, without having to worry about their reaction. They look out for you as much as you look out for them; and they'd call you if they met a Jonas. They're ones you can depend on when you need an open ear or a second opinion. You'll know when they're pissed without having to officially announce it, and you'll know when to step back and just let them chill out. You'll get over obstacles (no matter how big or small) and move on to the finish line, and even begin through the next course. You'll then realize that you can stop naming things and giving examples, cause the image and idea of what I'm trying to explain is already understood and agreed with.

I believe that people come into your life for a reason, and that they stay there for an even bigger reason. Don't let go to the ones that matter most, and never ever take them for grated. Tomorrow is not promised, and today was just a beautiful gift.

Anything can happen; never doubt yourself.